missing you

2011-03-17T20:09:00.000+08:00

Listening to a song but not knowing the song name is like thinking about a person but not knowing his name. Knowing the song name n forgetting the melody is like knowing a person’s name but not knowing what’s on his mind.

Credits to: Bubz

2011-03-17T19:47:00.000+08:00

In the World of Art, there is no such thing as a set standard. As long as you feel the art work is of value to you, it is one of a kind…Just like Love, the flaws would be what makes this person beautiful. It would be what makes this person the masterpeice of your heart. Credit to : Bubz

2011-03-07T21:11:00.001+08:00

People say fight for your happiness, but Im too used in doing this:
*put both hands together* and say I wish you all the best (:

2011-03-05T22:19:00.006+08:00

2011-03-05T21:13:00.002+08:00

the last post was on 28feb, the last day of the month.
a long post might be coming at the end of this month/:

2011-02-28T21:14:00.004+08:00

Why do everyone gets their dream with their favourite idols, and I dont.
And why I do have to be shattered one.

He walked off. He sprayed those words on the steps. The papers.
Why.

Growing up in the country where guys and girls are on the same level, I chose to believe that we are on the same level.
growing with a bunch of decent guys and believing the world is the same.
stop. it is not right.
stupidity gets you no where.

YH} I MISS YOUUUUUU TOOO~ ): Ever since Sec4 you dint seat with me, my grades drop already ): In poly, I sleep how ): you dont sleep so much luh!

2011-02-24T22:39:00.003+08:00

I will give myself two years, to be a nicer person who wont hurl vuglar.
put on braces and smile with teeth kays.
then ill be back to the person who was once young with courage.
yea, I ll try to learn the dances.
as for the makeup, two years okay.

2011-02-23T19:45:00.002+08:00

After getting used, all I felt was the feeling of abandon.
Seriously, am I that useable and a good person to bully?

Apparently I have no job life.
second time.
Does that means that it would repeat history again?
It made me even want to study more.
What if when Im allowed to study and I stopped wanting to study.
All I want is to stop being the 3-minute girl.
Would it happen?

Im just a girl who abandon her dream.
The dream that was within her 5years ago.
The dream that she felt it was too big for her.

2011-02-15T22:43:00.002+08:00

went to chingyee's house last night.
at 8pm, I dunno why, I walked to her house from my house.
hougang to serangoon.
spent a lot of time thinking, wanted to go orchard but it was too lateI guess.
reached chingyee wanted just to pass to her some things and leave.
ended up i woke her up and I went to her room to talk.
her present to me was a shock.
after all, the whole day went pass, I already stop expecting things.
I finally cried.
after so long, I finally understood the real meaning of a little happiness can make you cry.
sad huh?

today work was terrible.
ahhh><
the person Im under change today.
piang she repeat until i sian.):
then dont let me off early.
still let me off late):
then went all the way to somerset to see choonkit^ my brother ;D
rushed home while lying to parents I OT-ed ):

2011-02-14T18:33:00.001+08:00

2011-02-14T18:06:00.002+08:00

everyday working made couldn differ, reality and dream.
terrible.
after working OT for three days from 9-9
I took a break.
It is VDAY.
thinking back to Secondary school life.
V.day was suppose to a day of gifts.
so took half day walking from school to school.
ended up the stupid hot weather pissed me off.
and I couldn feeeeeeeel anything.
entering to my friends' schools.
It doesn feel real or anything.
like a dream.
I dunno why.
the feeling just aint there.
):
seriously the vday. was okayyy.
not as happy as I planned and thought it would be.
whyyy.
it was great seeing all my friends, but... ):
I want feel something.
like anyone want to plan surprise for me everyday?

2011-01-30T20:46:00.002+08:00

yesterday was the most adventurous day ever!
went hougang to collect mask.
and travelled to dhoby ghaut to meet laopa.
I was way too early._.
then I travelled to indoor stadium ;D
a lot of fanclubs giving out freebies ;D
there are fanclubs from china and korea, m'sia and indonesia!
awesome and friendly people there!
rich fanclubs ;D
took some and ended up half an hour late! XP
hahaha, travel to cathay for ben and jerry's ;D
walk with laopa's phone map and found a macdonald house, but there is no mac sold there! XP
bused 65 to the road.
apparently i could not find my ezlink ): and i just alight.
couldn hell find i ezlink and left it on the bus!! ):'
bused on 22 to the interchange!
I was maddd worried.):
gahgah, my face is like ezlink!! ):
okay, awesome that nobody took it, and got it back.
went to indoor stadium to meet kokting for ss3
got to thanks his bor's friend ;D
i was keep changing my mind.
and tada.
my tickets ;D
awesome^^
the awesome sound effects ;D
and fan service.
hohoho ;D
superjunior i going crazyy.
@ShinsFriends @henrylau89 @siwon407 @special1004 @Heedictator @AllRiseSilver @ryeong9 @shfly3424 @GaemGyu
awesome! ;D
plus, ryeowook looked awesome and eunhyuk was damn shuai
kekeke ;D
ahhhh, I want to buy the sm goods, going buy online ;D

today, went to the cathay and bought ben and jerry's ;D
and went chinbee there to get my clothes ;D
thanks chinbee, everytime mail to your house ;D
sorry ah ;D

2011-01-27T20:09:00.001+08:00

Why am I so badly affected by your actions? Every smile you make, every word you say… Why do they seem to have the ability to plunge me straight from heaven to hell?

“…No one will remain the same forever…”

2011-01-27T19:47:00.002+08:00

when friends are in JC what am I doing._.
working till I fall asleep.
seriously boring luh. ):
9hours of work.
1 hour for lunch.
1 hour of party.
3 hours of online talking to friends using the vaio
and only 4hours of work.
I think they are amazed at the speed Im working.
cos when I finish one job, they say, wahh!
so sian.
Jc like damn boring, somemore got people need to do work.
piang seh!

2011-01-26T21:31:00.003+08:00

true friends spazz together with you, even though they dont like the band you are crazy over.
true friends let you cry over their choulders, despite their clothes getting wet.
true friends go crazy with you for everything.
they laugh with you even though it isnt funny.
friends are leaving me, it is like another cut.
if I know that it hurted so much, why did I even opened my heart to let them to be my friends.

2011-01-26T21:23:00.001+08:00

things have changed already right?
I dont want them to change, just like before, I dint want anything to change.

2011-01-26T21:15:00.002+08:00

I missing my friends already, the thought of them going jc and me.. how ):
the gathering for the past few days to me were like my only memories.
when people go to new school, they would leave their past friends.
I feel so alone now. the troubled me...
I want to see them so badly):
4A...
gah><
the problems excluding these is like a bunch.
I shouldn have wanted to work tmr, should say like start on friday): gah><
rahhhhhhh><
the poly course I have gotten is the first choice, but why I did felt messed up when I got it. ):

2011-01-23T22:15:00.001+08:00

I thought I saw him today, with his girl;D
i damn happy luh, then wtheck I saw that's it wasnt him.
then I reached home, I saw his fb add. gah><
I want die already):

2011-01-22T11:12:00.004+08:00

MICHELLE LOVES VERNA ;D

(she ask me write one! XP)

yesterday was an awesome dayyyyyyyyy;D
gng back school to go crazy.
went out verna to get her monopoly deal, went nex to wlk before meeting chingyee, junyuan, kokting at school ;D
the new principal so irrating luh ): dont allow us to stay more than two hours):
watched the reharsal, went back to teach and train the juniors their actions and stuffs.
the feeling was so different and im so crazy.

met tengda, jieyi, leona, yingmei and yvonne ;D
but I went home, kena KO ): apparently, I was damn tired and sleep after dinner, got woke up by papa, cos I dint drink the fruit juice and ended up couldnt sleep afterwards):
Sick I guess):

2011-01-20T23:54:00.001+08:00

You never knew the damage you had done to me. thats why I threw away everything that held on memories of yours. including that necklance. You dont deserve to say the words on the pendant. I hope to disappear out of your life forever.

2011-01-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

It is scary that I actually forget something that I see everyday.

2011-01-20T20:47:00.002+08:00

after all these while, I haven gotten a piece of quietness.
choosing a school over what I really loved was a deep cut- something that almost killed me and the cut haven healed yet.
the nonsense that I have to put was that I hope that wont regret.
yea, I scared by almost everything, I wasnt like that when I was young.
where did that daredevil gone? I dont.
the way that I used to be disappear.
there was so much I did not dared to do as compare to before.,
cause was I dreamt for to one by one shattered away.
I vow not to be upset.
the expressionless expression something seemed to be the best out of me.
sometimes I thought.was I out of my mind?

did I see him?

2011-01-20T20:27:00.002+08:00

fun but emo today that is.
celebrate jialin's birthday, singing thrice okay more than that since we kept singin happy birthday after every song ended when we were in kbox ;DDDD
maddnesszxc, something about secondary friends that you can do
; jump like mad
;emo like mad
every thing wont kill you ;D
kbox was maddness expect that I kinda broke a glass for being over crazy. sorry. I hope I will stop being crazy thou.
have anyone heard that I brainwash myself?
it was kinda unsuccessful, causing me to lose like a part of my memory when I was a kid.

2011-01-19T17:59:00.000+08:00

so what if you are rich, don use your money on me.

love; I wish you could read me.

2011-01-18T22:24:00.004+08:00

I know I have to make things go my way.
the results had been release for a couple of weeks or was it just last week.
they aint awesome but the point was that I dint study yea.
At least I have learnt things.
yea, God.
the one that I had needed so much, when I was about to fall even further.

lot of friends do not believe in him, but, I do and would continue to do so.
should I choose to be loved than to love?
love is tiring, nonetheless we, humans continue to want it.

'shopping was never a sport and would never be a sportto a guy.'
It coule be seen today with shopping with verna, mandy and tengda.
after buying his clothes tengda complain! ;X
hahaha.
overall the things were awesome today;X happy.

ytd was one of the fun and craziest day of my life ;D

kokting} yea, I kinda just reopened the blog;D lucky you ;D

2011-01-16T22:11:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was damn funn XP
went to verna & chinbee's workplace to makan.
tgt with kaibin, junyuan and kokting.

the food there was not bad, and plus as the friends and verna and chinbee,
we got extra sushi & icecream ;D

it was kinda fun as we joked around, almost cause the glass behind to shatterXP

went moive with guys since v & c have to workk.
that movie was damn hilarious luhh;D

burned.

2011-01-16T22:08:00.003+08:00

dint know why I was that rude, but gahhh.><
my rudeness are getting me no where.
the way I speak is gna get me into trouble some day, or should I say everyday.
dang, kill me E.

2011-01-15T22:03:00.003+08:00

I couldnt stop laughing XP
epic.
life can be simple. we can just laugh at the most simple things.
crashing when at the top of world, doesnt mean we are gna die yea.
you just gna stay on improve on the current thingy;D
"my brother likes you"
damn cuteee luh;D
im mad already.
hehehe.
the voice spoken couldn be forgotten ;D

did i mention kids are best gifts? i simply love them ;D

2011-01-10T20:10:00.002+08:00

to most of my friends, it seemed like I know where I want to go.
those confidence.
but, i just dun dare to try, i scared ill regret everything i do.
when i trust that subject, it failed me, when i dun trust it, i makes me respect it.
nonetheless, i have to thank my God.
the days without him would been worse.
my friends did better than me.
I regreted for not studying hard and slacked off, when difficulties came to me.
I dun think ill be going jc.
i carn take another secondary school i guess.
yeap, i carn go jc i guess, ill be to stress ):
poly but where!

2010-12-29T22:16:00.002+08:00

awesomely I found out a way to see my dear mummy-chingyee todayyy XP everyday exercise with her XP
went a long long way to take my superjunior album ):
that person was totally late for like twenty minutes ):
then mrt to serangoon.
today see damn lot people):
GAHH><
then they keep mistaking._.
overall still quite an awesome day ;DDD

2010-12-24T15:35:00.002+08:00

back from china, I kinda refelcted a lot.
the trip was awesome, the ACS guy was damn hilarous XP
besdie the food, everything was enjoyable.
im totally madly missing my friends thou.
gahhhh><
the food was horrible. then im thinking of people everywhere im going.
totally homesicked.
those things that used to troubled me were kinda gone.
singapore water is awesome^^
that escape was awesome, running and taking the metro was something unbelievable.
an experience of adventurous and freedom, like i never had before.
im not sure, that kind of relationship i wanted before, i have choosen to escape, im not as brave as what people thought.
i used to think things in a wrong way, totally different from the normal ways.
the competition around was affecting.
despite just concern only about olevel now.
there is other facts, affecting me.
they have a royal feature, attractions, making doubtful, unstable and going crazy at times.
I have chosen to hide those emotions, making me to laugh was easier than before.
it was harder to hide them than before.
sometimes, if some people are straight-forward with their feelings, things would be better isnt it?
if everything was easier. maybe michelle wont have to suffer that much i guess.
perhaps as we grow up things changes faster than we expect.
technology gadgets makes us more upset than before.
and not only that but also give us a wrong impression of everything.

2010-11-30T22:35:00.002+08:00

AHHH>< a long long time since I blogged.
I have a job! XP
awesome people there.
there actually mute and deaf people there! XP
pretty cool! XP

2010-10-22T21:12:00.001+08:00

I never knew anything till today morning, so should I kill myself?

2010-10-22T15:13:00.001+08:00

have you ever thought that you had hurted someone else when you have concern for the other?
do you even think it is worth it?
if that is the case what is she once?
did you even think?

2010-10-22T12:57:00.003+08:00

When I post on my blog, it meant im serious.
how old are you?
why are you repeat the mistake you done last year.
trying to touch my friends? screw off.
and please, if you are trying to protect your friend, you do not.
I mention, YOU DO NOT, SAY HER NEAGTIVE IMAGE.
if you are mentioning the talks, you yourself did it too, what you have done lately and two years ago are the same.
nobody think you are the idoits, you yourself are thinking you are one. it was purposely put to broadcast.
and seriously, you only heard her side of the story, and you dint hear the other side. where nobody wants to tell you thou.
plus, it is not childish since you do not know why people are doing this.
please, stop imaginating things okay?
no one did anything to you, it is you that think that people did, butting in now.
you continue to treat people harshly dint you?
are you sure you just scold and forget it? no!
if you did, I wont have unfollowed you.
if you said she dint act now, why did you say she did last time?
plus nobody is mentioning all, unless you think it is so.
which infer that all girls run away, all guy run towards.
but i on not see the case.
that are girls running towards cos, they bo pian.
and guys running away cos, they dun like.
so are you the moron now?

2010-10-14T20:25:00.002+08:00

Today, I got the aprroved from my parents not to go to school.
I was shocked that they agreed at first.
they normally dont allow.
ended up I did really had a headache.
then every time I stand up, my head just froze like hell.
damn it.

at least I did some work today.
michelle's life aint complete without it.
im not prefect but I keep trying.
finally (:

2010-10-13T00:03:00.003+08:00

it is 12am again D:
Im staying up late lateD:
GAHH><
what is so impt about olevel.
but all I know is that I dun want to fail again.

in all the crisis,
like what ukiss said:
Light It Up, nothing is impossible, hit it again. Up and down, round and round. ;D
hahXD
enough of all the nonsense, haiix.
night study was really enjoyable at least I forced myself in doing work.
next week is going to be no food day. dead:X
anyone wna send me delivery? XP
Ill love that person to max XP
I wna do my english but there was no motivation D:
helllllllllpppppppppppppppppppp D:

I BELIEVE THAT GOD CAN DO WONDERS;d
That tee I wore today was to serve as an movitation.
at least Im down with one english ;D

get out shut out
get off shut off

o.o thanks yanting keep my tagboard alive ;D

I need a rest, does anyone understand it?
but ill work hard for whoever Ill meet in the future.
Ill work for you yea? promise you will always be there for me k?
future or past, you know Ill work for you <3

as the song, im back to reality.

2010-10-09T10:56:00.002+08:00

I swear ill never let hatred overwhelm me.
I promise make my parents be proud of me.
yeap, I promise.
I hate to keep empty promises:X
so, I swear I would do something.
very soon, something would occur, and yea..

any unallowed people who came and look this blog, sorry, you would be probably out of my list soon.
cheers ;D

2010-10-01T17:31:00.002+08:00

Im guessing that you like him.
but why do you have to stare at me when Im taking photos with him-.-
like what the hell luh, like im a victim.
I took with all the guys what.
then when Im taking photo with another guy, you started to gossip-.-
hahaha, but it wont spolit my mood.
plus I would rather take photos with a lot a lot other people than you.

2010-09-30T23:35:00.002+08:00

I blogged something but my connection when down./:
maybe it is meant to be in that way.
ill trying remembering what I typed then.

I dunno what Im actually feeling right now.
today started off as a great
the previous days were to good to make me feel empty.
幸福往往很短占，快乐的翅膀很容易飞。

perhaps that was why it led me to feel so empty today.
I want to rest take a break
all the work are just tearing me apart.
I feel like I dunno who I am now.
can anyone take me far far away?
so familiar yet so strange.

these few days were werid.
it is either I carn remember what i did or I put things somewhere where I carn remember where I did.
or I see or think that I hear someone.
It is kind of really tiring.

I hate to and destest the surrounding, the bad omen.
I almost fell of a flight of stairs, due something wrong with the legs.
my hands kept drop something due to intense pain there.
my head is like having millions of heavy stones causing it to hurt to core.
and unexpectedly , my stomach is hurting to maddness.

things are going hayywire.
I feel bad.
sorry if I done anything stupid or offensive lately.

slience meant that Im thinking or stoning.
being shuting up would meant that things would be better.

2010-09-21T17:33:00.001+08:00

Im trying hardd to defend but... I know it isn working at all.
im really upset and tired.):

the last gift...

2010-09-14T20:30:00.001+08:00

feeling very emotional now, why? looking at the notes written by my jnuiors.
maybe I really missed dance. It is irreplaceable.D:
it is emath tmr, buckup!

had you left already? are you there already? can you adapt?
one year.. what will happen one year later? will we be even further apart?
how I am suppose to contact? im sorry, i did not text.may god bless you.
good luck for you further studies. im sure you are going to make ir.
you would be really awesome.
endure the hardship!
one or six year, ill be here supporting you.
Miss you, Just Learn well yea?

2010-09-01T12:38:00.002+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY ~
WAKING UP AT 8PLUS AND SLACKING TILL NOW d:

I was still thinking about yesterday so wonderful ;D

It was teachers' day celebration.
after putting our bags, the whole got to go down doing Jaiho~
hahahaXP
I was thinking that it was damn retarded luh XP
suddenly, the music got cut away, the sec3-5 still continue to do.
(sec1&2 was at hall)
It is the NCHS spirit!~
wahhhhhhhhhhhhooooooooooo~
then there was math & chinese, but ended up slacking X)
hehe, I finally learn to play caiquan lerh^^
so fun.
up in the hall, watching performance at gallery^^
made until ZS phone no battery^^
then he keep pointing me D:
hahaha, but the performance may not be as great but I enjoyed myself a lot^^

after school is runan celebration.
treasure hunt
Im impressed by myself to hide that book hahahaXP
anyway, since yanting and mine station was the first, we managed to go back into the canteen early.
played with chinbee and junyuan itouch and iphone.
so funn^^
the celebration is great.
went back to XMPS with tengda, where yixiong pangsehed us X{
hehe saw my gor ^^
walk and found mrseah(:
then haeffner came.
went back to canteen. and ate chicken^^, I missed the food D:
hehehe.
went out saw yuefeng, and vivian, then walked up to ziyuan house find him.
apparenlty he was just sleep on bed and without top.
hahahaXP
didnt went in thou, walked wioth haeffner to buy ice cream.
went to meet ivan, then yongsiang.
hehe, I remember all the namez^^
went to bball court, and they forced me to play basketball.
D:
It was damn fun, prehaps, Ill only play bball with them only.
cos they are the ones that left me that memory that bball is fun.

then vivian left D:
I went to the side to do work, they says i hardcore D:"
alicia and wesly came.
walked around and tengda, ivan , yongsiang left.
went to playgrouind, finding back all the memories we had ;D
I knocked my arm and injured it D:
luckily is left hand, if not I carn write le D:

Im sorry to yanting cause I cancel meeting with her D:
tuition at night, and im still very happy ^^

I know that my primary friends wont see the post so ill blog here ;D
thanks for all the memories that you gave me
haeffner was right, primary school friends are the ones, you need not be hypocrite to.
stead or not steading, you can be trueful to.
I kinda know a lot of ppl protective of me.
my shawn gor who just racked my bag D: but still without me asking takes my bag for me ;D
the guys who helped me to catch others during the playground session.
ziyuan's house which me and yuanjin go to with the guys during nearer to PLSE.
the playground where memories were laid.
basketball which I would only touch for them;D
we never know if we are going to meet again, but at least the time was well spend.

I dunno why despite at the basketball court, so noisy, without music, just the tempo of basketball on the ground, I could remember my geog things.
perhaps, it is the importance of them being with me so long.
I really miss all of you.
the teasing, the lameness, the bhb-ness.
of all which that I could take it.
thanks, 5/6Patience I really love the memories, and compliments yea;D
LOVE YOU ;D

2010-08-18T17:44:00.003+08:00

just decided to blog before I off the com.
I dint go school, it is the upteen times, im sick this year.
damn it I hate myself for being so weak.
today is the release of olevel chinese results.
hope nothing bad happened.
um, it is hurting like mad now again, just like years before, but im sure this time shouldn be the same meaning.

going back to study.
I wish that the sky would be blue to make me smile.

Im afraid that everything would happen like before.I dun want the memories to disappear again,Im afraid that I would forget everything,just like before.why?

2010-08-13T22:24:00.002+08:00

today was english.
olevel oral D:
two days before I dreamt that I faint during waiting at the oral exam.

today was terrible, I stumble over my words.
I feel like doing something stupid now...
haiix.
the oral was suppose to be easy! haiix, what is wrong with me D:
over the oral went back class to play hangmen, should hang me instead siah.
not doubting what ms teo had done for us, but, idk where my feelings went.
im numb, probably something stupid would occur soon-.-

2010-08-05T21:28:00.002+08:00

#5 d wound near d blood vessel seemed like an act of a vampire
yeap, the wound done by my darling yanting D:
she is a murder ah!!!
jking.
maybe cause it is near the blood vessel, my nerves are extremely sensitive to it while water touches it.

yeap, results out.
and duh, I felt so dumb D:
GAHH ><
ever since I told my parents RESULTS.
I carn use the com.
today was a luckily cause math SSL is cancel & my math tuition.
no more 9hrs of math!! ;D

im doing work here, and slacking.
I was cleaning my keyboard just now.
taking each of the cubes out.
OMG damn dirty luh D:

just a brief post
National day celebration tmr, should I go out afterwards?

2010-08-01T21:15:00.002+08:00

Idk what Im thinking, I almost got into another car accident,
yup, AGAIN.
can anyone tell me what to do.
어쩌면, 나는 당신을 좋아했다.
perhaps.
gahh><
tuition seemed to screw my life.
today is the last day.
I wanted to go out but nobody ask me out.><
so upset.
nobody wants me LOL.><

tmr more results out D:
i hate them.
Im lucky but im tired of studies.
sorry, people.

2010-07-31T22:29:00.002+08:00

went to SAJC went ver and mandy, today.
that place was boring?
okay, the people there are friendly, and nice.
nice is an empty word...
okayD:
so near yet so far.
since yanting ask me to pei her to SA yet she dint turn up due to tuition,
I marched off with ver and mandy.;D
spent only like an hour there. touring the school.
then ended up going vivo instead.
cause mandy is crazy about F21.
then have to pei her walk around;D
ended up not buying anything.
Zara shoes are awesome but the clothes not very chio.
then mrt-ed and bused home.
with the new furnitures coming in today,
I had to pack to my things
whole house upside down.
dressing table got threw away, and I kinda upset, keep ponder over it.
ended up not talking much during dinner.
I dunno what im thinking, my results are like bad, gahh><>
aim SS3 then do well for exams.
and do well for olevel.
dun regret.
and I hate the fact that Im sick again. D: and mum is forcing me into aircon tonight.

and I seriously got to control my temper, something bad happen today again D:

2010-07-28T21:24:00.002+08:00

I was cutting my newspapers just now.
I saw the photo of last year's my class cheer.
you can sense how long I left my papers there.
past memories flowed back.
I miss the camp.

the bond and everything.
but, they are gone isnt it?
now, coming olevel, everyone is competitive.
so scary.
I miss the past, hate the present, that is who I am. ;D

2010-07-28T17:30:00.002+08:00

Spams.

2010-07-28T17:06:00.002+08:00

People blog for three reasons, daily, something to update, bored.

Im the third reason for today.

exam is over.;D prelim2 only luh.

there is still 3 &4 and the final lap called olevel.

I ended my olevel with my comb science mcq and found that one is wronD:

and my darling history paper, which I REDO my essay after wasting time and yet finish the whole history paper.

the prelim2 is ruined.

and papers would be marked and back in my hands tmr.

and hell, I dun want it.

after history cp-ed with peiyi and had pizzahut as celebration.

this whole exam is a core and I think failing for one sub is SO possibly it is called amath.

I blank tio.

how stupid.

D: Im still naggin.

D: mum is at home means no video watching no movie watching that is extreme stupid.

and she wants me to pack my house D:

RAHHH><><

but im blanking thou. D:

all the files, I throw like mad.

it is still best to burn away;D

2010-07-15T16:37:00.000+08:00

女朋友外表是第一关，但要了解她的品行之后再做打算也不迟。//富有人生哲理的名言警句是本站www.mingyan123.com收集的一些经典的名言，有时候一句名言可以改变人的一生，希望找女朋友外表是第一关，但要了解她的品行之后再做打算也不迟。//富有人生哲理的名言警句可以对你有所帮助。

她开始管你的生活，你的钱，对你唠叨，频繁发消息询问你的位置。别担心，她只是把自己交给了你，害怕失去你。
带她去你从前常去的地方，她内心会无比快乐，你失意时，她会在第一时间找到你。
发生口角后，别关机，也别在街上和其他异性闲逛，那只能使矛盾激化。
过生日，送她草莓蛋糕，不要太大，但要足够精致，把你对她的腻称放在蛋糕上。再买一个大的，让她和朋友一起过。
把她介绍给你最好的朋友，包括异性朋友。
牵手时，即使你的手有多汗，也别放开。
别偷看她的隐私，不要去猜测，在一起是缘分，离开也是缘分。
衣着尽量和她的品位搭调，即使你要提升品质，请带上她一起。
别总是让她打电话来，她也需要被重视的感觉。
如果失恋，不要轻信江湖上传言的借酒消愁，吐的滋味不好受，即使喝了，也别急着喝茶，茶不但不能解酒，反而还会伤肾。
不要整天想着如何重修旧好，除了爱情，前面还有许多问题需要你去解决。这是个现实的社会，感情不能当饭吃，贫穷夫妻百事哀。不要相信电影，那只是个供许多陌生人喧嚣情感的场所。
分手之后，可以伤心难过，但过渡期不能太长，因为这期间是绝佳的学习和工作时间。
如果你实在奈不住寂寞，至少等上大半年，否则你不仅否定了她，也否定了你自己。
当她不再爱你的时候，无论你有多想她也别打电话告诉她，因为有些人会记住第一个，而有些人只会记住上一个。
好朋友里面，一定要培养出一个知己，不要以为你有多么八面玲珑，到处是朋友，最后真心对你的，只有一个，相信我。
朋友圈里的你，平时都很忍让，请注意适当拿出你的主见。反之，不要太计较。
给自己定目标，一年，两年，五年，也许你出生不如别人好，通过努力，往往可以改变70%的命运。破罐子破摔只能和懦弱做朋友。
能不抽烟最好不抽，它或许可以帮助你吸引一些女生，但不抽绝不会招来厌烦，表现男子气概的途径有很多，没必要拿健康做赌注。
找女朋友外表是第一关，但要了解她的品行之后再做打算也不迟。
不要在乎小钱，工作的人都后悔从前对自己的GF不够好。记住你们的重要日子，你们的谈话，女生要敏感得多，这样做，至少可以证明你对她的重视。
爱她，但别怕她，你们是恋人，也是朋友，她要的不是宠物，这样的感情，走不长远。
她要是病了，带她去医院，她害怕时，找个人少的地方抱着她，给她勇气，帮她排队，挂号，放下你那点可悲的面子，周围人只会向她投来羡慕的眼光，不会对你说三道四。
别把两个人的生活绞在一起，空间才是爱情的长寿药。不要经常吃醋，谁都有异性朋友，该吃的时候才吃，并且让她知道。
善待她的朋友，即使她讨厌的人，你也没资格说坏话，你要做的，就是静静的听她倾诉。适当给她安慰。有时候，她们更需要依靠，即使你们都还是学生。
珍惜身边人，不要见异思迁，大家都需要安定。即使对方比你GF漂亮10倍，还主动*近你，给你暗号，请严肃的告诉她，你有女朋友！
不要问她过去，时机到了，她会毫无保留的告诉你。她要是想见从前那位，让她去，原因是你不让她去，她也会去。为何不表现得大度点，但要让她知道你相当的郁闷。

kinda meaningful~

2010-07-13T18:06:00.002+08:00

I injured my right hand D:
how to write during prelim2 D:
so freaking stupid.
um ill show my bandaged hand next time.
last post until prelim2 over ~

2010-07-12T00:36:00.003+08:00

I just wrote an essay^^
AND I didnt do my work for it D:
Brian was right, writting essay do make people happier.
those no restriction ones yea~
ill just finish compre?
but I should break my promise to Mrs NG...
ill stayup until dad is awake!
ok, deal to myself^^
okay, I bet millions are asleep already, ill do compre!
I miss you, a lot.(:
我早已把儿女私情给抛开了(:

(edit)
shit, I forget to do the chinese challenge.
until shuxian reminded me D:
crapppppppppppp, ill be killed by wenglaoshi D:

2010-07-10T20:46:00.002+08:00

haven been really concentrating.
today's funfair.
I ended up, walking out with mandy down to sticky.
then back to school.
the choco fondue from $1 down to 10cents.
lol drop damn fast.
then went to mum's friends's daughter's firstmonth
LOL
damn longXP

anyway saw a nanchiaugirl from 4H there.
shocked.
and she recognise me.
super shock.

back to somethings.
daddy is really getting weeird.
carn stand him siah-.-
got to start study but im unwilling siahD:

2010-07-09T21:11:00.002+08:00

I have no what Im thinking.
dun ask me what happen.
not really mood swing.
kinda I lost my directions.
sorry to Jeannie.
maybe she is right.
Im kinda too sensitive.

Life can't promise pure happiness, but everything would be better if you learn to accept the things you cant change.<3>

these few day went by.
all my homework kinda stacking up. i know I have not ability to complain.. but things aint getting well.
Jaesonghamnida.):
things are going complicated.
I found like a few ppl lying
I hate liars.
puh-leaseeeee people stop killing like unknowningly.
tmr is gonna be funfair.
I doubt will be happy thou.yanting wanna do homework?LOL.

2010-07-02T22:25:00.005+08:00

two more days^^ spent ytd talking till 1230AM still quite alert & phone batt down to 3% d:
okay got to apologise to zs today. sorry ah, not on purpose.
dint sleep today, or I doze off during a class that dint concern me(:
wenglaoshi told about my chinese standards going down, time to go back to last time;D
um, today chingyee mummy's bday, I was still chiong-ing the presentD:
*bleh*
she dun read blog so she wont know;D
class today was pretty okay.
um, PE was fun.
for ONCE I dint walk during the 3rounds normally I walkrunwalkrun~
but I think my speed for the continous running is slow thouXD
kekeke.
um, when to compass with MEHMEH.(:
bought mac. see, I DO EAT.
um, and MEH bought starbucks.
help her out with some banks things. back to mac to buy py&yt appiepie;D
sorry MEHH, we ended up walking back to school in the rain.
so romantic worXP
thanks to my blundersof forgetting to bring my ezlink card today.
back school saw co. MEH went back to cp with other;D
makan in canteen up class. ended up playing opps. and I got do some work
PS-ed yanting and avis.
and cause jeannie to go home on her own, *prays nothing happens*
left school at 6PM, damn late. homed with py and yh at the bustop;D
homed online, kept slacking.
sent some photos to beloved yanting;D
um, twitter is stupid. ddamn lag-.-
okay, I gna stay up late to do work, cya;X ~

2010-06-30T17:49:00.002+08:00

decided to blog, to put my heart at ease. does that make sense?
um, yesterday dint need to stayback.
reason? drop to combine science aprroved.I feel damn lost & broken.
happy. like real
we laughed the others who need to stay.I have the sudden urge to stay.
I feel damn lost.
then walk about in cp with chinbeee;D
talktalktalk.
then about 5plus went home and found that I left my keys with mummyD:
how smart right?I feel even lost.
now, that I carn go home, I had to call my daddy.
walk about hp then went kopitiam and waited for him.
ordered what we wna eat. and I talk to him about it.
walked around the ntuc before reaching home at 8.30PM.
and saw laijieyi for the fifth time for the day!!!*shocked.*
thanks daddy for saving me.
today, things made me damn fustrated.
math I think, guess. or that problem.
had to chiong all the math homework.
I wasnt tired today.
no swollen eye issue.
just that whenever I put down my head to think, I just doze off.
thinking about some issues.
queer huh. e.g wenglaoshi woke me up when I was doing zuoye but apparently my speed was the same as others...
and I just put my head on the table to think, yeap..AGAIN.
I think peiyi was shocked about my behaviour due geog SSL.
I scribble on the math paper. and threw a temper.sorry.
thanks for making me happy;D
since I was young, I was told that I 感情用事.
even until this year, for a few months ago, I did that again, my parents told me that I should not be like that.
FAMILY ARE THE BEST TO TELL YOUR FEELINGS;D LOVE THEM.
so apparently, my heart should not be trust again. I should use my brains instead.
um, yea quite true.
any advisors?
going to lock my blog by sunday, regular readers would know and you ask me for an invitation;D

"the mask that is wore maybe tore away.
but you can always buy one to mask yourself again.
the talks and speeches maybe is forgotten,
but the feelings are never going be re-experienced."

2010-06-28T22:07:00.002+08:00

My heart that loved you
my eyes that looked at you
are still here.

Oh baby say goodbye, for a short while goodbye.
The talk about goodbye, I’ll put it aside for a short while.
When I open that door and take one step
your breath that’s conveyed to the tip of my nose

In the cold wind the feeling of your warm hand stays for a while
all your traces become tears and stay on my cheeks
After i go on for a trip for a short while
and wipe of my heart wrenching wound
after time passed by when I meet you
I will tell you that I missed you

Oh baby say goodbye, for a short while goodbye.
The talk about goodbye, I’ll put it aside for a short while.
When I open that door and take one step
your breath that’s conveyed to the tip of my nose

today when the sun sets and the moon rises again, it’s still the same
oh why is my heart changing this fast
your appearance that resembled the blue sky rains
when my body gets wet from this rain i’ll hide my running tears

Oh baby say goodbye, for a short while goodbye.
The talk about goodbye, I’ll put it aside for a short while.
When I open that door and take one step
your breath that’s conveyed to the tip of my nose

In the past when I did whatever I wanted and was foolish
you who embraces all of that are really precious

Oh baby say goodbye, for a short while goodbye.
The talk about goodbye, I’ll put it aside for a short while.
When I open that door and take one step
your breath that’s conveyed to the tip of my nose

Oh baby say goodbye, for a short while goodbye.
The talk about goodbye, I’ll put it aside for a short while.
I’ll go back to the place
When I once was

When I open that door and take one step
so that I can stand in front of you who i missed

My heart that loved you
my eyes that looked at you
I’ll wait.

taken from http://koreansoverflowers.tumblr.com/private/744859019/tumblr_l4pr2j9Y7X1qbv68a
Super junior -A Short Journey

2010-06-28T18:15:00.002+08:00

first day of school.
Um sound like a kid.
they 'package' us up the hall.
the talks yea..
and class.
reached classroom.
thrown by a bomb.
TMR CHEM AFTER SCHOOL 2.30PM-7PM .
WOAH...
nice one teachers.

so let see, with class ending at 7PM
and tuition starting at7.30PM
um, guess Ill have to cancel my tuition.
D:
I want tuition.
so class ends at 7PM, anyone want fetch me home;D

superjunior's repackaged album is OUT. ;D
SUPPORT;D
UM, LOVESS FROM ME<333
KANGIN IS IN THE NEW ALBUM:D
love the songs;D

um, going my massage apt to reduce stress.
um, today have tons of math homework plus one history work that I dint know.
MICHELLE IS BLUR LUH.
kekeke~
went out with peiyi to compass just now.
sorry for wasting your time, I choose things damn long;D
today'life seems sweet, quite awake until ENG.
ms teo ask us to do oral, I almost fall asleep.
opps(:
hehehe.

SJ songs are damn nice<33>
but listening to bigbang songs yesterday sudden craving;D
um, thanks to mum had been eating icecream every night.
gonna be FAT soonD:

2010-06-27T18:24:00.003+08:00

been really inspired by yanting^^
I used to just post photos;D
um, now I post one every post
url are all by yanting^^

finish my english and history ;D
um, but there is still math as well as chem.
I shall promise that ill finish my chem.
Math? shall see my mooooood(:
kekekeke^^

poor eyes swollen due to yesterday stay-up-late to do my workD:
3AM only, I hnever had such eyes thingy last time D:
old already D:

haven been in the right mind lately.D:
um, have been thinking a lot
my life is pretty dull. D:
anyone want bring me away from school?

tmr gna start school.
I guess it will ends at 3.30pm max 4pm.
I wanna leave after school, go somewhere at least.
anyone wna take me away? ;D
Ill welcome it~

have always believe in fate. dice= fate?
I was thinking of using the dice to decide something, issues.
save me someone.

2010-06-26T13:03:00.002+08:00

I think it is stupid that people are saying how good MJ is AFTER HE IS DIED.
um like seriously very little ppl say he goodness when he is alive.
like seriously.
the king of pops was said only AFTER HIS DEATH.
and I dont think it is useful.
I do think he was awsome before.
what is the use of saying only after his death?
not worth it yea?
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went out with verna, mandy and yanting yesterday, pretty awesome.
walking around till my leg almost break.
yeah, and I haven finish my homework.
damn it .
D:

um, went to yanting's blog, and really love her quotes and DADAOLI.
wonder where she get those.
um, must be inspired luh^^
went to mandy's blog and she saying me giving prom night for SJ.
kekeke.
yea if it clashes.
like seriously, this might the last time SJ gna perform.
prom night, um.
idk
jc or poly still has.
anddd, the guys in sch ain that goodlooking as SJ members
opps, sorry for offends but accept the truth.
prom toobad~
yea, like this might the last time.
for SJ to perform, then maybe wait 8years ltr.
8years and 2/3years to wait.
which you prefer to wait?
sorry, i prefer to wait 2/3years for the other prom than 8years for SJ to come k.
the core members are gna to leave for army.
seriously.
how long more you gna wait?
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um, this holiday is crap, wasted my time on super umimpt things, yea.
and I hate oral, I found that I carn speak to the teacher.
WTF.
speak.
nono, I think is readout the passage.
that stupid illlness that I got ,making myself to hate myself.
does it make sense?
yea it does k.
why carn I just read loud that bloody passage.
RAHHHH><>
um, dun want to let ppl know what I write, or at least some people.

-lunch-

2010-06-23T19:59:00.004+08:00

jeannie, didnt mean to upset when i going out with you.
D:
I LURVEEEEEEEEEEEE YOU. <33333333
just busy thinking about thing luh.
2compre undone plus history.
tmr go out with ppl, to settle my hist and slack ^^
heheXP
today was preety okay.
at least no school means happiness. :D
iwannagoout, imgoingtmr:d

2010-06-21T13:42:00.002+08:00

it's you that bring back memories to me.
too much hmk.
yet, im slacking.
have been thinking about.
im sorry, there was pain.
i dint mean it.
if you found it out one day, you want me to pay.
ill.
depends whether it is ok.
hatred no longer gonna leave.
ill soon be back in my own world.
all i want is the pain to go away.
let me go.

from the dances, i can sense your tiredness.
but why didn you say.
you put a fullpoint.
you dint turn back till now.
you should have said earlier.
then you turn back, i hope can do a better show.
get on with life.
dun put a smile for the sake of others.
be back the real cute you :D
enjoy~
it's you that bring back memories to me.

2010-06-09T19:06:00.002+08:00

IM SO HAPPY TODAY.
cause I have present!
or should I say it is the earliest birthday present I have ever recieve in my whole life.
5months before.___.
the picture, I lazy upload, maybe tmr then upload^^
it is super pretty luh, and it is given by my brother.
woahhhh;D
earliest presnt,
dun think anyone carn beat his record this year.XP

today is fun luh, after class, stay back to do work and talk alot.
compass-ed with chingyee, jodi, shuxian and amanda, yanting came after us^^
then makan with cy,jodi & sx.
crapped a lot^^
so funn.
im too high, lalalala
안녕 ~☆

2010-06-08T18:02:00.002+08:00

im going out to eatt later~ :D
he is back from overseas and we are off from exams.
I hope that he wont give attitude this time or ill roll my eyes at him.
kekeke.^^

2010-06-07T18:01:00.003+08:00

SUPER JUNIOR IS HAVING THEIR SHOW IN SGGGGGG.
so im going to save to go their show: D
keke
actually, I would have the money to go, but yeap, I want to cut down on my diet.
anddddd, anyone want to give me their ticket as a birthday gift? I dunn mind^^
hope it doesn clashes with olevel cause the tour show starts on AUG><

2010-06-06T22:50:00.002+08:00

by right you should not have any reaction, what you shown me was wrong.
Im have taken an interest to vamp.
yeap.
VAMP
why...
anyway, super junior had arrival :D
andddddd, they are leving soon.___.
whyD:
and heechul had been recieving message hated ones.
D:
o.o ryeowook had twitter :D that is great:D
should I create an separate acc for my friends?
cause apparently i have too much idols / stars on my twitter.

2010-06-06T11:27:00.002+08:00

been a lot on twiiter, and fb and kpop.
lots o f kpop artist are coming this month, Super junior, today.
then beast and ukiss.
taeyeon has been in SG for three days with her family.
Im like on a kpop addict
AND I DUNN THINK IT IS GREEATTTTT D:
LIKE SERIOUSLY , I HATE IT.__.
but korea seems to be more fun then SG.
the ads are way more cooler than SG.
even china ones are way cooler than sg.__.
GAWD.
o.o by the way if anyone wants any kpop songs you can probably find me cause my phone have at least half are kpop songs if not more.
tuition later, seeeya~

2010-06-02T17:16:00.002+08:00

school holidays but it seems to be study days.___.
baka._.
I have to chiong finish all my amth work, help me someone.___.
hahaha
okayyyy, life gonna be hard, but ill continue.
dropping soon.
it a lot of people it seems okay, but it was tough decision okay.
okay at least I could be happy for friday date at suntec city,
gonna love it. :D

2010-05-24T20:26:00.002+08:00

okayyyy, gonna start a new life, so yeah opened my blog, anyway, it have been quite enjoyable lately, besides the fact of my results.
gonna xscape to somewhere tmr to find peace, joy and laughters.
so sorry my friends.
it is my paradise.

anyway anyone got a laptop and/or a wireless modem to loand from thurs-sun?
your loan will be greatly appreciate :D